Le Passé... ... ... ...

So many things happened lately,

Life's never steady....
it goes on, it keeps flowing,
that's what it is... L.I.F.E. !!!!!

Small changes, Big changes,

My Mind changed,
My Body changed,
My thoughts changed,
My feelings changed,
My beliefs changed,

I tried to get over the change Each time something changed...... still I lost a part of me behind with each change....

I came back from Europe.... a new experience,
My Views for my society, my country, my life changed.......!!
I see my self losing the Pride I always held for my country, my people,
and, My Mind Changed...

I had a week's sickness, medical tests, doctor visits,
I had a small operation done on my back,
I got the final medical results today...
The Laboratory report says, I'm normal apart from a small infection....
The Doctor says I have some bacterial infection...,
and, My Body Changed...

Since I am back, I'm mostly Alone,
Most friends have moved to other cities,
I am talking to my self, I am laughing with my self, I am going out with my self...
strange thing is that, I'm sort of not even looking for friends,
and, My feelings changed...

The house where I live is not big enough anymore,
I decided to renovate the old house and move in with my Grandparents,
and, My home changed...

Many more things have changed, how do I even write all that down.........
The feelings that changed, the belief that changed,

c'est la vie.... ...... ..... ......